Now all the anger has subsided from JJ cutting short our dating adventure together, all I’m left with is hurt. Im hurt, but im questioning whether I have the right to be.
The whole thing from first kiss, to the state of shock he left me in on Thursday, lasted 2 months. I almost feel like im not allowed to feel this way as it was a short adventure and i spent 4 weeks of it not physically seeing him everyday. We work together, so part of the fun, thrills and excitement was in the secret glances, touches and smiles we did in the office without our colleagues noticing.
The 4 weeks we spent dating were so much fun…sneaking off for kisses, going out for food and drinks. Spending nights cuddled up, watching films, making jokes and laughing.
I think im hurt more because it was such a shock. Literally over a period of 24 hours, he decided he didn’t want to date me anymore as he wasn’t ready to be serious. Wednesday morning we were planning our romantic meal, Thursday morning he decided otherwise.
Is there a certain time frame in which one should mourn a break up? Is there a ratio? Number of weeks, months years spent together/x time?
All I know is that I feel sad, this Valentines weekend has sucked and I miss him.